My own son locked the dog cage every night. He would throw a bowl of leftover dog food inside as though that settled the question of whether I deserved dinner, then stand there watching to see whether hunger would eventually make me touch it.
When I pushed the bowl away, he found another way to punish me. There was a large plastic storage bin in the backyard that collected rainwater.
He would drag it across the grass, lift one side, and pour the cold water over me until my shirt clung to my skin and the ground beneath my knees turned to mud.
He was not giving up control.
He was moving it somewhere I could not even see it.
The neighbor’s phone remained in her hand.
My son’s attention shifted toward her.
His expression was calm again, but the calm looked different to me now.
I had mistaken that expression for self-control before.
Now I understood it could also be calculation.
He reached for the garden hose.
My stomach tightened.
He lifted it again, but he did not turn toward me.
This time, he started walking toward the fence.
The neighbor stayed beneath the porch light.
I gripped the cage bars and watched my own son cross the wet yard with the hose in his hand, moving toward the one person who had refused to leave me alone.
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